Friday, November 08, 2019

1,000 Days of Piano and 30 Days of Noveling - Day 143 and Day 8

Today I am pushing myself. I’m not forcing myself to stretching my limits out of any sense of obligation to meet some arbitrary goal of satisfy a sense of insecurity. I simply felt like it. On a Friday evening, I’m tempted to put my feet up and relax, but I feel such a fond attachment to the people in my life, the projects I’m committed to, and even my own sense of maintaining myself, that I want to express that with my actions. So I’m pushing myself...at least until I don’t feel like it anymore. Or I decide I don’t feel like facing negative consequences. Either way, it’s a new feeling I’m getting accustomed to. 

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